I would never feel the same again! The things you could do, the people you could help, the places you could see! You would never have to work again, I could become even lazier, that would be delightful, and you could pretty much do what you wanted, whenever you wanted.


If I won the lottery, lets say £50,000,000 (even though I don't buy tickets) I would:

-Buy a castle on a small island
-Buy an island (might be too expensive)
-Buy houses in a few different countries
-Buy an Aston Martin Db9
-Buy an Aston Marting Db5
-Buy a Lambourghini Muira
-Buy a Jaguar E Type
-Buy a Lambourghini Countache
-Buy a Lambourghini Reventon
-Invest in a race track so I could dry all these cars like a maniac
-Give my brothers and my parents about £50k each
-Buy a luxurious boat
-Give £5,000,000 to charity
-Start a small company (maybe)


Thats just to name a few!


What would you do?

Why is it, that when you're home alone, everything, seems to be exaggerated, and you become a lot more paranoid. Right now, there is no-one else in the flat apart from me, and I'm finding myself double checking that the door is closed, and any noise seems to be louder! Dripping tap, fridge, items seem to move by themselves..spooky.

It's also a lot more boring, even if they were here, and I didnt see them for a whole day, I would somehow be less bored. I supposed it's because you know they are there, just in case.

If I was a theif, I would have attacked my flat last night, there was only me to defend it, and im not exactly hard to get past!

Good or bad, every once in a while, it will seem like your just having "one of those days". There isn't really a mood to describe it. You could just be feeling in state of nothingness, or be feeling very bland, and it seems as if you can't make up your mind about anything, or have any particular desire to do anything.

Rabbi Harold Kushner once said:

"One of the most sublime experiences we can ever have, is to wake up feeling healthy after we have been sick."

I woke up today knowing it wasn't going to be a good day, but then again, knowing it wasn't going to be a bad day! So after having just "one of those days" , I'm hoping I will wake up the next day feeling absolutely fabulous!